. . .alone. . .

I have always been alone, even in my own home, i have always been alone. My older and younger sister are both bitches, and my mother, i don't even know how to trust her any more. No clue to why, but it is true. And I am just smack-dab-in-the-middle like always. This of coarse has gotten me thinking, again a pass-time that shouldn't be mine in the first place

Also, my friends that I make face to face, never really last long. Relationships of those sorts, and I do not know why I do so in the first place, ends up being pushed away. I'll update this later.